I really only started making this, because facebook is dumb, and wouldn't let me post everything I wanted to, in my status, about my 10 second twilight rant.

Most recently, my friends dragged me to see the new Twilight movie, New Moon, at the midnight viewing. WHY they formed this, while I've been trying to form a group outing to somewhere for weeks now, I do not know. In any case, in pursuit of freedom, I accepted and confirmed my presence. I had a good time, though, since it was with my friends. The ride back home was especially fun, what with the conversations about the movie, the severe tiredness, and the flashbacks to fun land, where this hot girl grabbed my crotch in laser tag. ...Anyway.

The movie... was stupid. FORGIVE ME, LORD, FOR I HAVE SINNED. Here's the ten second rundown of what happened. Don't read onward, if you don't want spoilers. So, Edtard's like "lolbai" and Bella was like "BAAAAAW" and then the Indian guy was like "Sweet, the mary-sue is mine" Then the black vampire with the accent and DREADLOCKS [which makes him instantly cool, despite being in such a horrible story] died instead of Bella, and then she was stupid, and then fell in love with the the Indian, and then she was stupid, and then the old Indian died from the red-head slut instead of Bella, then she jumped off a cliff and was stupid, then Ed was like "BAAAAAAW" because he thought she died, then Bella was stupid, and then the pedo vampires were like >:V, and then Edward proposed, because he's a whipped, creepy, emo stalker.

Seriously, so many things made me mad. First off, werewolves only transform in the moonlight, and they are forced to do so. They cannot transform whenever hey freaking feel like it. I've been told that the book does say that they lose their clothes when they transform, at least. Now, onto BELLA. MARY-SUE, WTF. IT SHINES THROUGH SO BADLY. She goes into some stupid depression for like a year, and sulks in her teenage wangst, then uses the Indian guy just so that she can forget Edtard. Seriously, the guy is so much better for her anyway, I don't care if he goes bipolar. He's not some sad, creepy, whipped-ass. And all Bella does is turn him down, and play him, then ditch him whenever something about Edtard comes up. Also, SHE IS SO STUPID. I was told this isn't in the book, but in the movie, she goes and gets on this bike with some random old guy and drives off. When she gets back, her smart friend bitches her out, which I liked, BECAUSE SHE NEEDED IT. Oh my gosh, Bella is dumb. Gah, it makes me so mad. Later, she goes cliff diving, BY HERSELF, and gets knocked around in rough water like an idiot, and backs up to hit her head on a cliff. A cliff. She somehow wasn't bashed into the cliff by the water, she backed up into it, and hit her head. And while we're at this part, WHY DID THE OLD INDIAN HAVE TO DIE?! He was actually funny. The slut killed him, then vanishes for the rest of the movie. The actually good characters are getting killed! So yeah, Edward thinks Bella committed suicide, for some reason, so he goes to kill himself. Bella finds out from another actually good character, the Cullen girl that gets visions. So Bella runs away to Italy and stops Edtard from running out into the sunlight without his shirt, so that he doesn't sparkle around people. [WHICH SHOULD KILL HIM, NOT MAKE HIM SPARKLE] So, the.. I guess the head vamp guys ask for Bella, so they bring her, and apparently none of the vampire abilities work on her... for no reason! Why is she so special? MARY. FREAKING. SUE. So yaaaaay, they go back, and they're all together again, oh joy. All that has to happen is that Bella needs to turn into a vampire... which is quite logical, actually, because she IS a liability. Anyway, her dad only grounds her for running away to a foreign country for three days... even though she can still go out, and do whatever she wants. What. Yeah, I liked him, until then. Anyway, the Indian wolfboy shows up and Edtard and he have a chat. Here's yet another Mary-sue trait. ALL THE GUYS WANT HER, AND THEY FIGHT OVER HER. Basically, Bella figuratively rips out wolfboy's heart, and he leaves. Then, Edtard proposes to Bella, and the movie ends.

So yeah, nothing important happened, except the black vampire with an accent and dreadlocks and the old Indian guy died. Everything else can be summoned up as "BAAAAAAAAW". This movie heavily resembled Romeo and Juliet so much, that it was disgusting, and I really don't like that story, anyway. There's like, what... ONE smart character in that play? Teen wangst annoys me to no end.

Well, that ends the Twilight rant. BEFORE I want to see this, I was sick, with some stomach thing. I woke up and my stomach hurt, so I go to eat something. After a few bites, I threw it up. My mom got me some ginger ale, but I threw that up, too. The pain had actually woken me up early, so I could barely stay awake as it was, and I was cold and shivering, and my vision was shaky, and it almost felt as it my blood sugar was really low, which was scary. After I threw up the ginger ale, I fell asleep on the bathroom floor, and my mom got me a pillow and blanket. I slept on and off for a while, the pain subsiding as I slept, and staying away for a few minutes after I awoke. I eventually felt well enough to move to my mom's room, and watch TV there, and sleep. I tried to take some pepto bismal, but I threw that up, too. Seriously. So, I took some chewable maalox, and went back to sleep for a while. Thankfully, I didn't throw up much after that, and I eventually tried having some soup. Late into the night, my mom came back home from a funeral viewing, and brought me some soup from Bob Evans. I was able to eat it, and keep it down. The next day, I felt good enough to walk around, but my stomach still hurt. Today, I felt all better. But yeah, yesterday, my dad comes in, and says "Yeah, if you're not in school, and you're not working, then you need to be out and do stuff around the house, because I'm out there every day, and you're just laying around doing nothing" Um... I'm in school, I'm going back next semester. And I have a job, but they slow down during the winter season. And bullcrap does he go out every day and work on stuff. He goes to work, and then he comes home and lays down in his lair and watches his big screen TV and drinks. He does stuff on the weekends, yes, when he's not laying around, himself. I would like to do stuff around the house, but he treats it as a punishment. And I do not lay around and do nothing all the time, and he cannot possibly know what I do. His statement was full of irrational, baseless judgments and half truths. It made me mad.

As far as art goes, I'm sketching some FEF NPCs and Villains, but that's pretty much it. I was going to revamp Deborah's concept, but after drawing the nude, I lost the inspiration to continue on. ...No sarcastic comments, it had nothing to do with the fact that the sketch was a nude. I also made some sketches for something else that involves FEF characters, that has been on my mind. But, that involves fan fiction, not art. I have no confidence in my writing abilities, and I feel I do not have enough information on the way things realistically work in the world, to attempt my idea. But, perhaps one day...

As far as FEF goes [and yes I know FEFers will read this, but lucky you, you get some inside scoop to my thoughts]... WE SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE. WITH. THIS. EVENT. I don't care if we run over, it's not that big a deal, but this much kind of annoys me. It's bad to blame member inactivity instead of taking responsibility as crew, but we DID have a topic open for like a week or more, for people to post, to say they wanted their character to move onto the next part of the story, and hardly any posted. To those that did, thank you very much. I mean, the members ask for more involvement, and we give it to them, and they don't take it? I don't understand. But yeah, I want to propose some changes, after this event ends. Firstly, we won't schedule key things to happen on time, we'll schedule them to happen early. Secondly, I'm going to propose we make Halloween a not as big event. It was the first event we did, as an organized crew team (mostly..), but Christmas is still the bigger Holiday (it actually IS a Holiday, or "Holy Day") and it was actually Christmas that started the storyline events, not Halloween. Easter is also not going to be a big one, either. Guildaversaries, though, will be the biggest epic events ever. I think shrinking down the other events will make the Guildaversary POP like crazy. But yeah, Christmases shouldn't change too much. As for other little Holidays, the Host or Hostess Clubs can perform mini-events, if they want to, or the crew can come up with a little thing. Anyway, away from the events... I'll be putting the OC thing I've been thinking of into affect, after Halloween. The crew talked, and we think we've come up with very fair conditions. Also, Kurai's tournament is AMAZING. I love that she started it up. Seeing that "FEF Mystery City" subforum, was haunting me, every time I looked, too...

And, I can't think of anything else right now, so I guess that's about it. DA decided to not load, RIGHT when I want to actually type up a journal, so it will take a while to get this up. I swear, it never fails. F you, DA, get with it. I'll probably reply to any comments, unless they annoy me, or I feel like ignoring you. Just saying.